The date today is 14.08.09
2 days before,I was lost my best best friend.
We knew each other since mid-school.
She was one of the most important people in my life.
When I heard she dead.I suddenly felt it is the end of the world . The sky should fall .
I can say that was the worst day in my life. I cried but that was useless . She won't come back.
I won't see her again . I even cannot pay my last respects . coz i am in sg.
She gone in an accident . She had a dream before that was travel alone and she really did it . The first time also the last time was this time. She went to DaLian , a city in north of China . I know the scenery is beautiful but now i really hate this place which took away her life .
They said she faint in the hotel room and nobody discover it . They called it accident!!!
I was very depressed before and now I still sad sad sad .I think this event will change my temperament at least I will not stint my care and my love. Before I just think they know I miss them ,they know I care them...that is enough...but now I find it was wrong . 800% wrong!!!
I beg God give me one more chance , let me say what I want to tell her .But everything is too late.
Now I understand many thing, one of them is maybe this situation is better for her at least she won't bear painful any more.
I just want to say
Elieen you are my best friend forever . In my mind you are still living . I know you will stand by me whenever I need .
Good night my love. ELIEEN ❤
